All though I’ve been going through a lot these last couple of months, each baby step I take is another step I take towards healing, towards moving forward. It hasn’t been easy, it’s been a struggle.But I know that it will be OK, it will just take time. I know the healing process is a process in its self. I’ve been going through so much that the holidays don’t feel like the holidays to me right now. I can’t worry about the things I can’t change, I just need to focus on the here and now.