I am beginning to realize how shy I am. I am not good at communicating with people. And its extremely difficult for me to open up to others. Its really hard sometimes. I wish I wasn’t so closed off.
Its been two months without my big brother. Its been hard without him. Everyday is different. Some days I will be fine and then other days something will happen or I’ll see something that reminds me of him and then i’ll remember that he’s gone. Day by day, baby steps by baby steps I amContinue reading “2 months”
I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t slept or because I am grieving but I feel really raw right now. There are certain things that are staring me right in the face. There are things that I’ve been ignoring but can no longer do so. It’s a bitter pill to swallow .
Grieving is a difficult thing. Its been a month since I lost my brother, and its hurts more now. There are moments that come along where he pops in my head and I wonder what he would do in this situation or that situation. There are moments where I just want to cry. Its likeContinue reading “Grieving”
I thought losing my grandmother was the hardest thing i have been through,But losing my big brother has been the most difficult,hardest ,gut wrenching thing I’ve had to deal with. Its like my heart has completely shattered, and my world has turned up side down. I feel like at any moment i am going toContinue reading “Loss”
So today for dinner I had leftovers from yesterday. Yesterday it was the first time I cooked in A week. Last week with everything going on I just didn’t feel like cooking. So yesterday I made cilantro lime rice and oxtails. The oxtail came out nice and tender. And I cooked my favorite brand ofContinue reading “Dinner for 7/13”
Honestly I’ve been thinking that I need a break from social media. i think i just need to unplug and block out the world for a little bit. With everything going on in my life , I am just exhausted. I am mentally and emotionally exhausted. 2020 has not been so kind. I just wantContinue reading “Social Media Break”
Yesterday was the 2020 BET Awards. Obviously with the coronavirus the BET Awards had to go virtual. I thought overall I thought it was pretty good. When it comes to the BET Awards I am always going to prefer the non virtual way better . But I think they did good. I don’t know,maybe itsContinue reading “Bet Awards 2020”
Yesterday was the Daytime Emmy, and first off i just want to say Congratulations to all those that won last night. Last night I fell asleep right after the Daytime Emmys.I never got a chance to tell you guys what I thought about the awards. I really enjoyed the show. The show this year wentContinue reading “DayTime Emmy 2020 part 2”
About to watch the Daytime Emmys Award. This year they are going virtual because of the coronavirus. I can’t wait to see who is going to win to night. I will tell you how it goes when its over.