I am beginning to realize how shy I am. I am not good at communicating with people. And its extremely difficult for me to open up to others. Its really hard sometimes. I wish I wasn’t so closed off.
Its been two months without my big brother. Its been hard without him. Everyday is different. Some days I will be fine and then other days something will happen or I’ll see something that reminds me of him and then i’ll remember that he’s gone. Day by day, baby steps by baby steps I amContinue reading “2 months”
I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t slept or because I am grieving but I feel really raw right now. There are certain things that are staring me right in the face. There are things that I’ve been ignoring but can no longer do so. It’s a bitter pill to swallow .
Grieving is a difficult thing. Its been a month since I lost my brother, and its hurts more now. There are moments that come along where he pops in my head and I wonder what he would do in this situation or that situation. There are moments where I just want to cry. Its likeContinue reading “Grieving”
I thought losing my grandmother was the hardest thing i have been through,But losing my big brother has been the most difficult,hardest ,gut wrenching thing I’ve had to deal with. Its like my heart has completely shattered, and my world has turned up side down. I feel like at any moment i am going toContinue reading “Loss”
Yesterday was the 2020 BET Awards. Obviously with the coronavirus the BET Awards had to go virtual. I thought overall I thought it was pretty good. When it comes to the BET Awards I am always going to prefer the non virtual way better . But I think they did good. I don’t know,maybe itsContinue reading “Bet Awards 2020”
Yesterday was the Daytime Emmy, and first off i just want to say Congratulations to all those that won last night. Last night I fell asleep right after the Daytime Emmys.I never got a chance to tell you guys what I thought about the awards. I really enjoyed the show. The show this year wentContinue reading “DayTime Emmy 2020 part 2”
About to watch the Daytime Emmys Award. This year they are going virtual because of the coronavirus. I can’t wait to see who is going to win to night. I will tell you how it goes when its over.
Today was a pretty chill day. I went out for a little bit to run errands and then came home and made dinner. All and all it was a relaxing day. Might watch a movie tonight or play my video games. it was pretty busy at the stores. And i noticed that every time IContinue reading “Relaxing Day”
There are days that make you question who you are. There are moments that make you question friendships and relationships. Sometimes you briefly forget how strong you are.And even when things look unclear, Its times like these that you make fight harder. And when you think you are alone in this fight , look allContinue reading “Times like these”