Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas to everyone! I hope your holidays are being filled love,laughter and happiness๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ…๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ…

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General Hospital Notes Part 1

So there is a lot of stuff happening with General Hospital. Steve Burton left General Hospital. His Character Jason is supposedly dead . I am not surprised the direction they took with Jason. When heard that Steve Burton was possible leaving I had a feeling that this was probably the direction they were going to take with the character. And Plus the way they left it with Jason it gives them an opening to bring him back if they want to . I am a little disappointed that we didn’t get to see where things could have gone with Jason and Britt. I’m not a big fan of Britt but I was really starting to warm up to the idea of Jason and Britt being together. Then you have the whole situation with Sonny and Nina. I wish Sonny would have just told Carly about what happen with and Nina. I know that even if he told Carly from the beginning about what happen with him and Nina it would not change how hurt and angry Carly is going to be. However I think it’s better coming from him then from somebody else. Its going to hurt her more knowing that he kept this from her ,lied to her, and is in love Nina. And It’s not going to stay a secret for too long, some people already know like Peter and Willow. I would not be surprised that with losing Jason,things being strained with Sonny, that once Carly finds out about the Relationship between Nina and Sonny that Carly has a breakdown. I know she will definitely be going off on Nina. I Guess we will just have to wait and see what happens with them. Sasha and brando lost their baby. I thought General Hospital did a really good job with this storyline. I love that they brought Mike back as an angel to take the baby with him. And with all that going on Chase finds out about Maxie’s baby and now he is pretending to be the father. I understand why Maxie did what she did but there had to have been another way to keep Peter away from her child. I just having a feeling that this is going to blow up in Maxie’s face and that Peter already knows. For some reason I really think he knows. And then you have Curtis’s father showing up all of a sudden. I am a little suspicious about that and clearly Curtis’s Aunt know more than what she is saying.Then there is stuff going on with the Cassadines, which is not surprising because they are always into something. And Ava can never stay way from trouble. There is a lot of good stuff happening on General Hospital. I just hope they don’t drag their storylines for to long , cause they have a real bad habit of doing that. They still have the never ending Peter storyline going on. But even so I still can’t wait to see what happens next with some of these storylines.

health · support

Moving Foward

All though I’ve been going through a lot these last couple of months, each baby step I take is another step I take towards healing, towards moving forward. It hasn’t been easy, it’s been a struggle.But I know that it will be OK, it will just take time. I know the healing process is a process in its self. I’ve been going through so much that the holidays don’t feel like the holidays to me right now. I can’t worry about the things I can’t change, I just need to focus on the here and now.

Harry Potter


Congratulations to my Hogwarts house Ravenclaw on winning the Quiz Championship!!๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽŠ I am so proud of my Hogwarts House. I love being a Ravenclaw all day everyday๐Ÿ’™. I think every single house did a really good job in this Competition. I hope they continue to do the Quiz Championship in the future.

Soap Opera · Tv Show

General Hospital Nov 16 2021

Got to see today’s Episode of General Hospital. Overall it was pretty good. I really enjoyed seeing Jason and Drew together considering the circumstance with Peter. Peter however is getting on my nerves. I love the actor that plays Peter however this story line with Peter has gone far enough. The longer the story line goes the more annoying Peter gets. And its mind blowing to me that he thinks that he going to get Maxie back with everything that he has done. I mean I’m assuming that when he talks about getting his family back he’s talking about Maxie. I really think that Peter is losing his grip with reality. And maybe that’s the show plan with him who knows. And Maxie’s whole plan with Brook Lynn regarding the baby was a bad idea. I understand her wanting to keep her child away from Peter but there had to have been a better way. And we all know that when it comes to Soap Operas that nothing stays a secret for long. Its not if its going to come out, its when and how it will come out because it always does. And now Glady is catching on to Brook Lynn.if you’ve been watching you know that Gladys is not going to stay quiet without getting something in return. And then there is Esme. Esme is something else. I really hope Spencer opens his eyes to her. He may think he knows her but it was clear from day one that Esme has her own agenda. Maybe deep down somewhere she cares about Spencer but she is definitely playing games. I am glad that Josslyn and Trina can see right through her. Although Spencer has mad some bad choices, I am rooting for him. I don’t think that Spencer is a bad person, I think that he has been spoiled for most of his life, and he hasn’t had the proper guidance. I mean Laura and Sonny have always been there for Spencer, and they try to guide him in the right direction. I love seeing his interactions with Sonny because you can tell how much Sonny loves him and just wants the best for him. But i believe that Spencer is going to be ok. He still has a lot of growing to do. I hope that him and Trina get together. You can tell that that they like each other more than friends. I am rooting for them all the way.


20th Harry Potter Anniversary

I can’t believe it’s been twenty years since the first Harry Potter movie . I feel so old right know. I was only 9 years old when the first movie came out . Reading Harry Potter books and watching the Harry Potter movies was one of the best parts of my childhood. I remember staying up all hours of the night on school nights reading the books. I remember being so excited as a kid whenever new Harry Potter movie would come out. I always had to make sure I read the books first before I watched the movies. I remember wanting to go to a school like Hogwarts. And when Pottermore first original came out I jumped at the chance to sign up.i still have my certificate from the original Pottermore site. I got sorted into Ravenclaw House๐Ÿฆ…๐Ÿ’™ . Thank you J.K Rowling and everyone involved in Harry Potter movies. You gave kids a place where they could dream big,believe in magic, and feel safe. Happy 20th Anniversary!!!!โค๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’š


General Hospital Shake Up

There is a lot going on at General Hospital. Ingo Rademacher who plays Jasper Jacks is leaving and allegedly Steve Burton who plays Jason Morgan is also leaving. To be honest i’m ok with Ingo leaving because i was never really a big fan of Jasper Jacks. However if Steve Burton leaves i’m going to be really in my feelings. I feel like Jason just came back and now he is leaving. I just starting to really like the potential of Britt and Jason being together. If they kill Jason off I going to be highly pissed off with General Hospital. I feel like my Soap heart is being played with. But on a good note, Trevor St.John who played Todd/Victor Jr on One Life to Live is Allegedly coming to General Hospital. I think he is a great actor and i can’t wait to see who he is going to play if he does join General Hospital. He was on Roswell New Mexico, which happens to be a favorite show of mine. As far as Peter, I think that Peter is who he is. In the Beginning i think that they were trying to redeem him. But the reality is that some people are who they are and some people can’t change there spots. And I think that the other problem is that Peter can’t admit what he has done wrong and he wants to blame everyone else for his problems. Yes he had he may not have had the best childhood , and he may not have had the best parents but no one made Peter make the decisions he made. He made the choices he made because he wanted to. He blackmailed,kidnapped,killed people because he wanted to. I think what made it worse is Anna’s Guilt. Anna had been caught up in her guilt that she ignored the reality when it comes to Peter. She knew what Peter had done and she allowed things to go too far with Peter. General Hospital has a lot going on, can’t wait to see what going to happen next on the show.


Peak Depression

My depression is at its peak. I feel myself slowly falling into a deep hole. I’ve been fighting depression for last six years. You think you have it under control and then something reminds that you don’t. you think you family would recognize that your crumpling. I am mentally and emotionally exhausted. The last two years have been difficult, but this year has been the worst. its like i cant catch a break. Then people make it worse by pointing out all my mistakes,my flaws,and what i’m not doing right. it only makes my depression ten times worse then what it is. I am fighting everyday to make it through but its constant battle. Writing this blog has tremendously helped me.its kept my mind busy and it has allowed me to express my self any ways i can’t when i try to verbally communicate with others. Everything that i keep bottled in i put it all into this blog.